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22:52 Jul 23 2010
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To Forgive or Not to Forgive is the Question at hand...21:37 Jul 20 2010
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Sure I think that people make mistakes and generally, I can forgive most people. I mean I am not that much of a cold - hearted Bitch, but I can be when it need be. But then there are the things that just are unforgivable and no matter how I try to wrap my head around the situations I can not just forgive. Yes the past is the past, but having a 13 year old reminder, makes it hard. My mom told me a long time ago that you can not truly hate something you once shared love for. I try not to hold hate in my heart for anyone but some people make that a really hard thing not to have hate for. Knowing that I hold the key to his freedom has such a feeling of power knowing that with one phone call, the stainless steel doors will slam behind him. After the bruises have faded, but there are still the memories that have stayed etched in my mind that will never be erased. Time is supposed to heal all wounds but these ones seem to still stay fresh in my mind. They say that once you forgive the healing can start, yet I still harbor so much pain, even if it is locked up in my mind, it is still there.
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xxEmaeraldxx
21:21 Aug 06 2010
We always learn from our mistakes...and may e they are made for a reason x Emmy x
Theban
14:55 Aug 31 2010
Time never healed my wounds, they just allowed me to accept them.